2nd September 2009

Come 2nd Sept 09, is Fi's 1st death anniversay.

The past year succeeding her death had been fraught with alot of pain / grief on losing my most precious gem. There was lot of anger / UNFORGIVENESS towards the CARE-LESS dog owner, their F- attitude towards the whole tragedy, the lies they spewed via their lawyer to my lawyer etc. Although they claim themselves to be dog-lovers, I really doubt so, considering how they 'treated' the whole tragedy.........what they displayed was nothing more than just their F-guilt which they tried so hard to defend! I definitely do not respect their attitude / behaviour. Life is just like a circle and whatever goes around comes around too. I can only hope that they are in their own way repentant for causing the death of my precious dog / I leave this with the GREATER FORCE to deal with such people! Its only through losing one's most beloved ones that we begin to 'feel' for others in the same plight and I can only hope that they do not have to learn this the VERY HARD way!

I know my Fi is always with me in spirit and is pleased that I have chosen 'forgiveness' over 'punishment'. It had been an extremely difficult year for me but through all the difficulties I had many 'awakenings' / messages from Fi that pulled me through it all.

It had also been a year where Fi's canine relatives passed on too. There was Lucy and Angel, dogs of Fi's Aunt SC in Melbourne / Bambi, dog of Fi's grandaunt.

Fi's Godpa, Uncle Milk2 has also left planet earth. I believe that when one leaves here, one begins a new life in another dimension. Whenever Fi was at Godpa's place, Godpa would ask Fi, 'U want milk2?" and she would follow him so2 closely, hence his nickname.

There are so2 many fond memories of Fi / her Godpa / her canine relatives.

I hope all our human relatives / canine relatives have gotten together and having a great BIG party over on the other side!!!!!!!