My Most Beautiful Angel

it has been more than 8 months since my fiffy-ger left to doggie paradise. There had been many 'knowings' / messages that came forth during that 'difficult' period for Fi's entire human family members / her GodMa M and myself.

There were many dreams of Fiffy-Ger. Some of her being mischievous / some sad / some 'enlightening' ones on her 'sudden' death.




Physical death = eternal life. I am comforted knowing that she is safe with GOD.

Someone said that our dogs dont stay with us for so long cos they dont have issues like we do.

Some of U may know / not know how Alfie came into my life. I personally would not have gone to a pet shop to buy a dog. I prefer to adopt one and thats what I did. It wasnt that her former owners didnt love her, they loved her lots. Unknown to them / me, they had somehow "selected" her for me. Fiffy, as she is affectionately called, came into my life through some unusual circumstances.

I saw/knew/played with Fi when she was a puppy. Twice or thrice weekly, we would go for walks around her neighbourhood, Bishan Park etc. Prior to my formally adopting her in Feb 2004, she would stay over with me every Thursday in my former home.

Her former owners had named her Alfie as their own names start with the alphabet "A" . I didnt change her name upon adopting her. Her boyish name was so suitable for her as she was such a gangsta ger, totally unafraid and so very courageous, game for anything and everything! She thoroughly enjoyed her Search / Rescue training so so much and I enjoyed watching her 'in action'. Its a pity/sad, her young life(050403-020908) ended so suddenly due to another dog owner's GROSS CARE-LESS-NESS and MERE ARROGANCE, with TOTAL DISREGARD of our laws. My small young bitch is even much more intelligent than that two legged brain-dead BITCH! All animals are far more intelligent than we ever give them credit for. Ask any animal lover this!

Many 'unknown' things happen in our lives for which we can never comprehend / forsee and Fi's entry into my life is one of such. We had such great fun together, went almost everywhere together. I would boycott those people / places that didnt accept / respect /snubbed her presence. She was a very big part of my life and everything that I did revolved around her well being / happiness!

To My Most Precious Gem, Fiffy,

U are my greatest HERO in my life. Thank U for all the happiness / laughter U brought into my life. These are the unforgettable times in my life. Your love is so unconditional, so forgiving, so ungrudging. You are the little one with the biggest heart I have ever known! A heart like a mountain! You were so full of love and life and U are so so so alive filled with so so so much love in my heart!

Dogs' Love

I met this dog when I visited the Melba Chocolate factory in Adelaide. She was tied up with a long string. This is how she greeted me when I went up to her, so FULL of LOVE and just kissed and kissed me, a total stranger to her. And I just opened myself to receiving her love.

I saw these little ones in a pet shop in Melbourne. They are called Spoodles. They are as cute as their name is. I was so drawn to the little black one and I silently wish that it will go to an extremely loving home. See how it was looking at me. Would have loved to carry/cuddle it.

This is WaWa(chinese name meaning Doll), a mixed Pom. She is 7 years old and belongs to a close friend of mine. She is so loved by her Mum and her immediate neighbour who has even made an opening between their wooden fence so that WaWa can go to either homes to play. What a life!

WaWa kissing me non stop when I carried her. Dogs just give their uncondtional love to any one, asking for nothing in return. They live in the moment / they know when they are loved.

The Handsome Boy

This is a picture of Bambi taken 2 years ago when my cuzzie, R, came back to see him/her family in 2007. He was born in Dec 1996.

***230409........this is a sad piece of news for me. Just received an email that Bambi left for the rainbow bridge this morning..

Bambi Boy

Fi's canine relative, Bambi has been diagnosed with skin cancer recently. He underwent an operation in Feb this year to remove a large sized lump on the left side of his mouth.








There are more 'growths' appearing in his tiny body now.


He seems listless / tired after meals.


This is a sad time for all his human pack.

U are such a brave boy Bambi, despite your health condition, U are still wagging your tail whenever I visit .

Your human pack loves U alot!

See Ya again frisbee ger

When I left for work on Mon morning, I heard Dae bark, howl,whine as I walked towards the car. I was rather sad I had to leave her alone. I called home a couple of times to check if her howling, barking, whining had stopped.

I got home early to play frisbee / walk her.

At night, her parents came to pick her up. I was happy that she would not be alone as I had to leave for work very early the next day, sad that she was leaving me.

Stay well and happy frisbee ger, U were great company


Dae posing with a photo of her late sister, Fi.

Fi's home is your home as well Dae, just come by anytime. I look forward to dae-sit you again.

Day 3 of Sundae's visit

On Sun 290309, I took Sundae to meet some friends. She wasnt put in her crate like she would normally be. She jumped up into the backseat and as i drove, she just looked out of the window.

Still looking out of the window from the rear of the car.

She surprised me by behaving so very well in the car, she either sat down or peeped out of the window.

Sundae was treated to ice cream by Joey's Mum, Aunty G.

Sundae waiting patiently as we watched the on going on stage.

We had gone to see Joey do a 'live' Search and Rescue demo organised in junction with SCDF

Sundae / Joey / Pepper (Fiffy's regular companion and dog of Fi's Godma, Aunt M)

Happy Dae in the garden everyday, either checking garden out or playing frisbee.

Dae with her 'tulang' given to her by Fi's Godma. Her exclaimation upon seeing Sundae for the very 1st time....."Oh, they look so alike".

Day 2 of Sundae's visit

On Sat 280309, Sundae woke me up at 5+am, putting herself between my bolster and I. She gave me the eager, 'take me out for a walk' look. I am an early riser and used to take Fiffy out for her hour long walk from 530am.
When Sundae stayed over the 1st time, I had taken her for such walks and perhaps she remembered.
Its still dark and after half hour walk, I took her to the park that Fi used to go to on our walk home.






Sundae at the kid's slide wondering what the noises are....dogs were barking and joggers were around









Sundae, unsure and checking out the surroundings.













Dae still looking around in the dark.













when we got home, she headed straight to my Mum's balcony as she must have smelled her breakfast.











In the late afternoon, she heard the little one and came down to keep her company.












This is Snoopy, who lives a stone's throw away. He is a frequent visitor to our gardern and Fi used to play daily with him.











Sundae intiate play with Snoopy when he came by.
They played for a while in the garden, without any aggression shown towards each other.










Too tired from the day's activities, Sundae rested on neighbour's sofa while we watched telly.